Monday, October 24, 2005

Dissed ... Connected Am I???

Can't stop thinking of what had happened ...
I bursted into flames ... flames of fury i guessed ...

Talked about tensed ... I have enough tension at work ... enough is enough ...

It's not like I don't want to listen but certain things when we've already talked it through and I'd gave my piece of mind ...

Please and i said please ... don't ever bring it up again ... speacially when it is the kind that i'd given the status of DISSED-Approval.

To Digress a bit ...

Though I've felt dissed-respect and embarrased ... I still am thinking of you ...

I dunno what to do onwards ... a lil bit confused here ... though I'm trying to avoid the thinking process by work my ass up in the company ... I still think of it at the back of my mind ...

I admire your determination on what you're doing now ... but a good idea if turned out to be a bad one ... we must know when to back out ...

I am in love with you now ... but to take things further ahead do let me feel that you're the one ... the feel that I once had for you during the days. ...

I've been trying and I know you've tried ... but please let the past be the past ... I manage to forgive you for what you've done ... and let the things passed ... and you should let the old past goes by ...

I'm a mere human being ... I make mistakes too and I'm not 100% correct ...

But I have better judgement and prediction of things ...

I don't aspect you to be the same ... but hear me out here please ...
Please listen to me ... and if you don't ... I really ... really appreciate it if you just keep it to yourself if you bump into troubles or what sort ... as i don't wanna be the one who will say "I told you so ...."

It's not that i don't want to be supportive or what so ever ... by letting you actually do it is one of the ways i support you ...

By following your schedule is also one of the ways .... I work sometimes 24/7 but i manage to squeeze in just to see you in your place ....

By listening to your problem by not saying i told you so is also one of the ways but it it's keep on coming ... my patience is left so little as so to speak it burst in flames ...

You know my principles ... I'm sorry and I love you ...

Hahahhahahahah giler serious laaaaaa ...........

Aper ni??? Main tulis jek tetiba dah panjang .... ????

I'll be out of Malaysia on Mid November ... That's all :)

habis dah merepek ... back to work

Cool or Fool ... hehehahahah

Berbuka options ....

1. Favourite Nasi Briyani at Home
2. Sheraton Hotel Buffet

Verdict :



Mee Goreng + Telur Mata + Teh O' Ais Limau

Is that cool or a plain fool ...

You tell me?!!!

Monday, October 17, 2005

Huh Firewall again ...

Got to work ... but while my users testing up the rules i set in my box, I manage to add some new entries into the blog.

hehehhehehe

I was watching this movie on HBO after Isya' called 50 First Dates. Though i've seen it twice before ... the 3rd time watching it was more touching than the last two.

How he everyday makes her fell in love with him again and again and again ...

Amy ... remember when you said I make you in love with me again and I tend to ignore it ... Actually I am seeking for something solid for me to believe in... I'm not saying that you've recovered me 100% from what you did last time ... but trust me on this ... you're close my dear ...

As I sense that I'm moving towards that kind of feeling too ...

It takes two to tango ... heheheh ... Now I'm officially in love with you again ... not just you my dear ... just so happen that we are both now in love with each other again ... Yeyyyyy!!!!!

Shit!!! this Siemens people keep on bothering me like it is my problem ... i thought you as a vendor is the expert here man ... I just troubleshoot my firewall .... It's not my problem ... !!!

Iklan jap .....Alaaaaa .... kan dah luper nak cakap per .... bengang tul la Siemens ni .......

x pe la ...

--This Song For YOU --

Without you, there's no change
My nights and days are grey
If I reached out and touched the rain
It just wouldn't feel the same
Without you, I'd be lost
I'd slip down from the top
I'd slide down so low
Girl you'd never, never know...
Without you, without you
A sailor lost at sea
Without you, woman The world comes down on me
Without you in my life
I'd slowly wilt and die
But with you by my side
You're the reason I'm alive
But with you in my life
You're the reason I'm alive
But without you, without you...
Without you, my hope is small
Let me be me all along
You let the fires rage inside
Knowing someday I'd grow strong Without you, without you
A sailor lost at sea
Without you, woman The world comes down on me
Without you in my life
I'd slowly wilt and die
But with you by my side
You're the reason I'm alive
But with you in my life
You're the reason I'm alive
But without you, without you...
I could face a mountain
But I could never climb alone
I could start another day
But how many, just don't know
You're the reason the sun shines down
And the nights, they don't grow cold
Only you that I'll hold when I'm young
Only you...as we grow old
Without you in my life
I'd slowly wilt and die
But with you by my side
You're the reason I'm alive
But with you in my life
You're the reason I'm alive
But without you, without you...

Buhsan

Buhsan .................

Kenyang giler ... tapi x kenyang cam makan kat Marriott aritu la ...

Hehehehehehehehe

Lamb ooo Lamb ... Grilled Lamb in the stomach ...!!!!

Huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuh

Thursday, October 13, 2005

This Song I Play For You

Don't wanna close the door,
Don't wanna give up on it
Don't wanna fight no more,
We'll find the way around it
Where's the love we had?...
We can make it last
Tell me what I gotta be,
tell me what you wanna do
'Cause I can't live my life
The way you want me to
You know I can't go on
Living like we do
Do I have to cry for you?
Do I have to cry for you?
So tell me what it's for,
If there's no winner in it?
Nobody's keeping score,
Let's start from the beginning


Bestnyer pakai ym-voice ngan dia ...
The voive quality is superb ...
Than i start to search for tabs on this song and play it for her ....

Hahahahah ... aku jiwang karat ... tulun ... tulun ...!!!
Jiwang ngan dia jek ... tak pe ...
Ngan orang lain aku wat bodo jek
Ngan orang lain aku wat selebet jek
Ngan orang lain aku wat busuk jek

Hahahahahaha ...

*suddenly i have the luxury to scribble a few words on this blog ... if i have the luxury again ... will update summore k!!! Adios!!!!